THANK YOU STARS

Hello everybody – I miss you! Thank you for the adorable comments and emails (and 500 new user subscriptions!?) since I stopped blogging. I’m grateful beyond words! And since I took some time to answer all of your emails today, I decided to write a little mid-break-post as well.

It’s about a month until I will go back to Sweden. It’s not as if I’m leaving Korea forever, but I will probably not move back to Seoul for a while.

I have a lot of interesting projects and future plans in the making, and I can’t wait to tell you all about it – so please keep checking up on Noona Blog every once and a while!

And yes, I will start blogging again – but just not right now… I know that you have been asking me to keep up my Tumblr and Twitter, but since that all is a part of my blogging-life, I’m taking a break from that too. I’m sorry, but I’m sure you will manage without me for a few more weeks, right? ^_^

Lots of love, see you soon <3

GOOD BYE?

So I’ve been thinking a bit the last few days. And I think I might have come to the conclusion that I will stop writing Noona Blog… But it’s not an easy decision of course; my blog has somehow become a part of me. I’ve been doing it so long I don’t even remember what it’s like not to think of my life and everyday events in terms of how to write about them.

But for the last few months (or longer) I’ve felt more pressure than pleasure to write, and I guess that is a sign that it’s enough. Of course it’s really sad if it comes to this; I will lose contact with so many people who have been supporting me – a random stranger – through the up’s and downs of my life for almost three years (that’s when I started blogging). Although I can’t pinpoint exactly what this lack of motivation comes from, I think it’s mostly that I’ve just been doing it for too long. It’s time to spend my energy on something else.

In either case, like I said, I’m not sure if I can just walk away. Noona Blog is my baby, and I love you Noonies who have been with me for years (some of you). And I’m really bad with good byes. You might see me in a few days, a few weeks, or months of whatever. But now I’m going to take a break. So… See you later!

Lots of Love [I will miss you very much], Paula

MISS RIPLEY

To me there is no feeling that beats waking up early on a spring morning, and be forced of some reason to go outside (for example to buy coffee). Mornings are just magical; the smell, the cold sun, and the silence. But spring is also a time when my body’s chemistry gets totally fukked-up, and highs and lows are at their extremes. Some days I just feel on top of the world, and then the next; of no apparent reason, I just can’t get out of bed and I just want to stay at home and cry about how miserable everything is. But it’s a relief at least to know the reason, when feeling down like this; it’s easier to remember it will pass very soon.

I haven’t felt like doing anything the last few days, so I’ve just stayed at home watching the drama Miss Ripley, since someone recommended it in the last post. I only have a few episodes left. It’s definitely not the best drama I’ve seen, but it’s entertaining enough to keep watching. Two actors are really good; the clumsy childhood friend played by Kang Hye Jung, and the scary pimp-guy who I don’t know the name of. The worst thing though is that the characters and events are so typical drama and sometimes I just can’t stand it. You know where the girls constantly pull puppy-faces, fall down and hurt themselves, the extremely strong gender roles, etc. But of course, since it’s a drama, I’m caught, and I’m going to finish watching it today – don’t you dare tell me how it ends (although it’s been obvious from episode 2)! ^_^

On Thursday I met up with a friend visiting Seoul, in Itaewon, and we had a really nice afternoon. After dinner we went to Glam for some drinks. There was no one there when we arrived but hour after hour it started to fill up. Some people I knew came over and sat at our table, and then a guy from their own table came over and sat down next to me. He was really nice, and he was introduced as the Kpop singer Brian Joo. I didn’t know him, but apparently he is famous. He is American-Korean and he was a really nice and genuine type of guy. I told him I had a blog and asked if it was alright if I wrote about hanging out with him, because it gives me a lot of hits, and he just laughed and said yes. I love when people who you expect to be very concerned with their image, to be very open and frank. Although I promised not to write anything bad, I would have had to try really hard to bend his behavior or personality into something negative. He is just the kind of guy who you’d want as a good friend; he just seems very sincere and sweet.

I was invited to go to a party yesterday with them, but I just didn’t feel like it. Instead I just had dinner and beer with my boyfriend. Isn’t it funny how time and experiences changes you? Things you used to think were the awesomeness of awesome, you now think are usually just a waste of time. Is this growing up, or is it growing boring? In any case, it feels like a good thing.

Today I started packing for Sweden. Although it’s only to ship winter clothes and stuff over, it still feels like an official “soon moving” thing to do. 2 months left. It feels strange, but also very good. Especially since the best part of Korea; my boyfriend (including Korean cooking skills), is coming too…

But first of all, finish watching Miss Ripley.

:) Paula

GAY ENTERTAINMENT

I’m preparing for the release of my pushBUTTON blog. I’m trying to come up with interesting topics that might fit in this space; aiming for fun, easy read, stimulating, thought-provoking and button-pushing posts. I’ve already written a couple, but right now I’m working on one I’m especially passionate about, so I can’t help but post some of it here as well. I also because really want your opinions and thought on this: Being gay, or lesbian (or anything non-straight), in the Korean entertainment industry.

First of all, while writing this I came across the ASK A KOREAN blog discussing LGBT questions, and I found that well written and interesting. I recommend it – very stimulating read. “The Korean” talks about Hong Seok-Cheon among others, actor/comedian who came out back in 2000, and lost his career because of that. Reading the sentence “He could not have been removed fast enough from his position as the host of a children’s show (similar to Sesame Street,) for fear that he might give children the gay” I just couldn’t help but laugh out loud. “Give children the gay.” Hahaha, I’m still laughing. But seriously though, isn’t that so incredibly retarded? Goodness, it’s year 2000 we are talking about!

I have met/seen Hong Seok-Cheon a couple of times (but sad to say I do not know him personally) and he is just an adorable person, and I genuinely think he is as close to a real life hero anyone can come. He is still the only Korean celebrity (as far as I know) who has “come out”. However, it’s sad that what happened to him and his career [post-outing] probably has contributed a lot to others in the industry being scared to do the same.

What makes me angry most of all though, is that the denying and wierdifying of homosexuality that’s going on in the entertainment industry doesn’t really reflect Korean society; Koreans are much more accepting and open-minded than that. But in a world where teenagers listen to the words of their idols far more than they listen to their parents, teachers, etc.; before they are old enough to explore the world on their own, this taboo and silence keeps telling them it’s not OK to be whoever you are. That’s why I am praying (figuratively speaking) that change is not that far away. Just like sexuality in general has become a less taboo conversation topic over the last years, I hope LGBT sexualities will as well. I wonder who the next Hong Seok-Cheon (outed Korean celebrity) will be? Do you have any guesses (or hopes)? ^_^

But one thing I am very happy about is the increasing gay-exposure that’s been seen in movies and dramas. Antique Bakery I think is a great movie, not only because the pastries (and Kim Jae Wook) are the yummiest little creations I’ve ever seen, but also because it portrays (what I think) the matter of being gay closer to what it actually is like. In the movie it’s not really portrayed as an issue or something disturbing; but rather something quite natural. Then there is A Frozen Flower which is a really great movie, the King and the Clown, and No Regrets. I Like It Hot, in which the youngest girl (played by Wonder Girls’ Sohee) is lesbian, is the only girl-girl romance Korean movie/drama I know. Are there anymore? If not, why not do you think..? (all movies on mysoju.com)

When I come across kpop people who stand out for either playing roles or voicing opinions that are outside the norm I get all warm and fuzzy inside.  On a side note (not really related), I actually came to think of writing about this when I saw a runway picture of NU’EST’s Ren. As I commented on my Tumblr, I became a fan of him when I read the interview in which he says something like “being told I look like a girl is something I take as a compliment” although some people said he looks gay. I love hearing words like these, because although not having anything to do with being homosexual – saying that it’s OK to be mistaken for one, is a step in the right direction. (But honestly, I just wanted to post a picture of Ren. haha.)

I’m not really involved enough in kpop to keep track of who says what… but maybe you do? Who is your favorite non-norm kpop/kdrama person and why? Do you have some dramas or movies to recommend? I want to hear your opinions and who you think are controversial role-models in the Korean entertainment industry! Who should we praise for being different? ^_^

<3 Paula

SFW: PUSH BUTTON

It’s apparent pushBUTTON is one of the most popular shows on Seoul Fashion Week. It’s one of the brands that is most talked about, and the designs that are usually most edgy and provoking. If I would describe pushBUTTON’s style, trying to sound clever, I would have to say something like “provoking extremes in a wearable balance”. Because what they do is to take everything about clothes and fashion that people in general seem to have a specific attitude towards, and work around it; what is cheap? What is normal? What is gender specific? They take ideas like these and challenge them by making collections of high quality design, materials and craftsmanship, combined of course with their colorful chunky characteristic style, and then that is how you get pushBUTTON – a brand that wants to push people’s buttons!

When we arrived, I and AJ, we were greeted by the designer Sena (FYI, the creative director’s name is Seung Gun Park) who seemed much bouncier and happier than I would have anticipated from a designer who was just about to have the show she’s been working on for half a year. But that’s how she is; always smiling, kind and adorable. She showed us to our seats just before the show was about to start.

The lights went down and the music came on; a bouncy 80’s, early 90’s mash-up of pop and hip-hop tunes, to which you just couldn’t help but smile. I and AJ were looking at each other like “this is awesome” while wiggling to the beat in our plastic seats.

The models came out one after one, showing off a color explosions (especially those faux fur multi colored coats) and metallic prints. I really like the shoes: Bulky white faux fur wedges with metallic gold painted on them. Pretty cool.

Of course every designer plans makeup and hair carefully to go along with the collection, but it’s not every fashion show that makes you actually wonder about what it is and how it was done. After seeing pushBUTTON’s show I totally fell in love with the Violent Lip (temporary lipstick tattoos) and the Minx Nail – just can’t wait to get my hands on them! Unfortunately my own nails are short and ugly; so not sure it would look so great, but maybe worth a try. It couldn’t possibly make them look worse, which is good at least!

The after party, which I wrote about in the post that was mysteriously erased, was in a pretty new and very popular bar in Itaewon called Glam. It’s actually right next to Club Mute where another after party (famous shoe brand Suecomma Bonnie) was held. I don’t think this building had ever seen so many celebrities at the same time, because there were really A LOT!

I went there with AJ, as we had been together all day, but while she stayed a little while with Cory at Mute I went over to the pushBUTTON party. It was so much fun, and I met so many kind new people, as well as surprisingly many old friends (and acquaintances) I haven’t seen in a long time.

Noma Han was one of the models, so he was there of course, with his equally crazy Sponge Bob tattooed older brother. Gain from BEG was there, all dressed in a SS 2012 pushBUTTON lime green. I think it was a TV show or something, because they were following her around with cameras (not in paparazzi). She was so cute, and seemed really sweet. She was across the table from me but I didn’t say anything. Hyoni Kang, the amazing model I’m fan-girling about, was there. I have seen her on every single fashion event I’ve been to over the last year, and it’s to the point that we awkwardly smile at each other – but I just can get a word out! I love her!! Bang Sung Jun was there too. I haven’t seen him in like a year, and he pointed at me with a surprised simile when he saw me “what are you doing here?!” I got a hug and we had a nice little chat before he went and sat down at another table.

Anyhow, I might write more on this post later on, but now I HAVE TO GO! See you later ^_^

<3 Paula

Backstage photos: Besidewalkers Runway photos: INAPAD

BEST OF TUMBLR [EIGHT]

As said in the previous post, everything I posted over this weekend has mysteriously been erased, so I’m posting everything again. Starting today with Best of Tumblr. Let me know what you like! And again, if you have your own awesome Tumblr, let me know  and I’ll follow back if its cool! ^_^

Devon-Doll-Aoki.

The Goddess.

I need this dress. Plus, LOVE the editing of these Wren spring collection pics!

Hyoni, you adorable creature! <3

And what would Tumblr be without kittehs!? >.<

Like I said on Tumblr, I love this style. Simple and relaxed, but so perfectly put together.

Prints overload this season! I want it all!! <3

Is this a real picture? Hahawesome.

PLANS AND CHANGES

Not only have I had a severe lack of blogging-motivation the last couple of weeks, but yesterday my two last posts mysteriously disappeared, together with the comments and other changes made since Friday. And I have to write it all again. Fuuuukkkk.

But, maybe it’s for the better. I’ve had some time to recharge over the weekend and am kind of in a writing mood again. I’ll post all the fashion week things again, as soon as I have time to write it.

Today I’m going to be in a drama again. I don’t know yet which one, but I know it’s a clubbing scene and I will just be in the background. But it’s still pretty fun, and I don’t have anything better to do anyway! ^_^

This week I’m going to start working as pushBUTTON’s blogger, as I told you before. Super excited! I can’t wait to work with these amazing and creative people. I have so many ideas that I wanna get into action, and I can’t wait to show you guys this new blog. It will be similar to Noona Blog of course, since I’m writing it – but hopefully slightly better and with more interesting subjects. Also, this week Resurrection’s designer Juyoung invited me out for dinner, and I can’t wait to see her again! I think she is really cool. Maybe more so because I found her extremely intimidating when I first saw her, but now know that she is such a kind person.

Tomorrow I’m going to meet up with a Swedish journalist who is in Seoul. She contacted me because she wanted an interview, but now we have been talking so much I feel like she is my friend and I’m just excited to finally meet her and show her around Seoul. In fact that is the case with most of the people who contact me, and with whom I later meet up. I hurt I am in Fashion is a cool fashion blog, of which the writer contacted me a couple of weeks ago, since he will be in Seoul now. We are also planning to meet up – maybe today? I love how much fun people I get to meet because I have a blog! [But when internet is being retarded, like today, I just feel like throwing my laptop out the window, haha.]

But to get to the point… I have to tell you something. Or drop a bomb. I’m not sure how much you care. But, in a few months (June or July) I am moving back to Sweden. Together with my boyfriend. We’ve been planning it for quite a while. It’s not for forever – but maybe for a year? At first it was because I wanted to go back to university and get my master’s degree, as I was telling you earlier, but now it seems like I might be getting a job instead. I will miss Korea so incredibly a lot and of course will visit whenever I manage to save up enough money over the year. But, I have been missing Sweden too. Or rather – I’ve become very tired of my unstable, freelancing, aimless Seoul-existence and just feel like maybe it’s time to gather up my experiences, put them to use, and grow up. My plan over the next year is to find a career path on which I can grow and develop; one that will have the possibility of supporting me weather I’d be in Seoul, Stockholm or somewhere else. I might have something like that going on, but I’ll keep quiet for now.

I don’t know what will happen to Noona Blog. I might just keep writing, but I might also just stop. There are loads of new blogs popping up all around, and I’ve been doing it long enough… But on the other hand, I really like writing – and I love my Noonies. We’ll see what happens ^_^

Now I have to get dressed, get into clubbing gear (midday), and go down to Gangnam. I hope it’s a drama I or someone of you know. Maybe, if I’m lucky, I’ll get a fun story to share with you ^_^

Lots of LOVE <3

SFW: RESURRECTION

The publishing order of these posts will be a little bit backwards, as I forgot my camera at the Resurrection after party and have to wait until I get it back to upload the pictures. But while I wait for that, I might as well write a little bit about the show last Tuesday.

For those of you who don’t know Resurrection, it’s a men’s wear brand by designer Lee Juyoung, known for its dark colors and gothic-badass designs. I’m not sure where the designer’s original style inspiration comes from; I’ll have to ask her next time, but I think it’s just genius. If I would describe what the prodigy recipe for a typical Resurrection show, I’d say: Combine the best bits of bad-boy sexiness, throw in some additional black, sprinkle on some current fashion trends, and serve it on the hottest Korean longhaired dudes you can find; that might give you an idea of the experience. Yummy, right?

[photo: Ross James]

The show was at 8pm, so straight after I and AJ jumped into a taxi and headed over to Itaewon where the after party was held. A really nice, small, and cozy place. Of course we arrived first, and felt rather awkward (personally I’m very used to it – I always arrive first everywhere), but then one of the models (and friend) Noma Han came with his brother, and we didn’t feel as awkward. Then all the rest of the models and designer team came. They served amazing food, but because I didn’t know that they were, I downed a big Paris Baguette sandwich right before I arrived. Fail. In either case, it was such a nice night and I met some fun new friends. ^_^ (I will upload pictures tomorrow on the EVENTS page)

If you know Resurrection, you know that they have a very popular eye wear line. Yesterday they had a little pop up store event at Coex to showcase their new collection (check out the pictures on the EVENTS page). It was fun, and Juyoung introduced me to the eyewear-line designer, who of course was very kind and friendly too. I came there with my friend Sarah, and we stayed for a couple of hours, before we decided that we were very much in the mood for margaritas. Haha, but I’ll write more about the rest of the night in another post. Now I have to get dressed and head down to Olympic Park. Today’s shows are SONO DRS and pushBUTTON! Super excited!

See you soon~

HAPPENING UPDATE

Yesterday was a very good day, up until the moment I realized that my cameras (notice plural) have been stolen. Probably through the window of my home. But I’m not going to bore you with that, but just as a notion to why I will use my iPhone for the rest of fashion week… and in the future (omg I wanna cry!! uuugghhh).

But I do have some good news too. In the morning I had a meeting with PushBUTTONs designer Sena at their office in Hanam Dong. Since we get along, and probably would work well together, we have decided to do just that. So as of, I guess, yesterday; I am going to be pushBUTTONs official blogger! Isn’t that awesome? She said that I’m free to write about anything I wish, concerning fashion, art, people, culture, society etc; Kind of like Noona Blog. But I’m thinking; to make it different from Noona Blog, and more related to the brand, I want to blog with the same idea in the back of my mind as they have when designing.  The same way PushBUTTONs clothes are made to make people think (pushing people’s buttons) I want that to be my approach as well when I write. Asking questions such as what is beautiful? What is normal? What is “crossing the line”?

After that I went down to Olympic Park where Fashion Week is held. These first two days it’s been men’s wear, and Resurrection by Juyoung was my first show to see this week. But I will write a separate post about the show, and party, very soon. But of course the one camera I happened to have left yesterday and brought to the show and the after party, my little black canon, I appear to have dropped in the taxi or something on my way home (and no, I wasn’t drunk). I’m completely blown away right now, how is this possible!? 3 cameras in 2 days.

See you soon with the Resurrection post~

<3 Paula

GO TO SUMMER SCHOOL

I get many emails, Facebook messages and comments on my blog from people who wants to visit South Korea but are unsure of how to go about it. Should I look for a job; and if so what kind? And what if it turns out I will miss home and the culture differences are too big? Where should I live? What part of the city? Or should I study; if so what and where? But my university doesn’t have any exchange programs with universities in Seoul; and a whole semester or a year might be too long. These kinds of questions I get.

Therefore I want to give the answer to you in this post; the same answer I usually give when I get these questions from young people. Apply to summer school! The first time I came to Korea, I went to the International Summer School at University of Seoul (mind you; not Seoul University). Even though I guess summer in general is not the ideal season to visit Korea, as it’s really hot, I had the best summer of my life! From my experience, these summer school programs are very well organized and filled with educational, cultural, and fun social activities and last for a little over a month. In this time you have the opportunity to learn basic Korean, meet friends from all over the world, and enjoy the Korean society.

So here I gathered up some summer school programs that you might want to check up. I am so sorry that I came up with this idea right now, as probably the applications to many of them should have gone in already. But that doesn’t mean you might not be lucky – maybe if you contact the one you want to go to, they might have one more space to be filled. If not, it might be something worth thinking about over the year, plan more thoroughly, and then apply in good time for next summer. There is also a big variety of other courses and programs at these universities for international students so look around carefully and you might find something that is just perfect for you. Good luck!

UNIVERSITY OF SEOUL – INTERNATIONAL SUMMER SCHOOL

KOREA UNIVERSITY – INTERNATIONAL SUMMER CAMPUS

YONSEI UNIVERSITY – INTERNATIONAL SUMMER SCHOOL

HANYANG UNIVERSITY – INTERNATIONAL SUMMER SCHOOL

SEOUL NATIONAL UNIVERSITY – INTERNATIONAL SUMMER INSTITUTE